Well…here it is. The tumblr post about senior year? or about high school? the past four years of my life. Oh my how it has been a rollercoaster that I will never regret. To be honest, although it may sound like I just don’t want to type out stuff, there are not enough words to describe the immensity of mixed emotions that are going on right now. Happiness for the graduation and completion of the biggest accomplishments in our lives so far. Sadness for realizing I’m finally separating with those whom we’ve built great relationships with for the past four years. Hope and Belief that every single genius, unique and genuinely amazing person who was in the class of 2011 and who has graduated or will graduate from Aragon will achieve and master great things in life. And many other feelings that are just sitting in my gut right now. To the close friends I had, I love you all and hope that we keep in touch and never say our final goodbye. To those who had helped me through tough times, who stuck with me through the most painful of assignments, who made high school worth going to school for, fun and education, I will never forget the moments that we shared. ah, grad night over and all nighter with the people who I can seriously call my second family, I think I should edit this post when I’m more awake….
"Who can say if i’ve been changed for the better? Because I knew you I have been changed for good."
becoming the kind of person you despise/becoming the person you never thought youd become.
if that makes sense.
every now and then there’s those moments where you see a side of yourself you never thought existed explode out of nowhere. seeing yourself change into something you never wanted to be is indeed scary. sure people adapt with it, they change with you, but if you’re becoming something you don’t want to become, what do you do? is it all mental? consciously you can be always on guard, watching your every move to make sure you don’t become that person…but it makes you wonder how suppressing something like this may result. Unfortunately, I see it in myself. I see someone with bursts of different emotions that would annoy me or make me angry if someone else did it. Unfortunately, I don’t or can’t catch myself before it happens, it just happens. Perhaps it’s stress, parents, college, anxiety, but whatever the cause, I hope to find some way out or hope this is all temporary. sorry to anyone who may have experienced this…so far i haven’t really acted up in front of others, i guess its mainly when i’m by myself and something sets me off. aiyah this sounds bad =\ hopefully this weekend is liberating. missing times with googleplex. here’s to adventures!
LOLOLOL WOOOOWWW ME?! YOURE THE ONE WHO DOES 100 FLY EVERYYYYY MEEEEET! AND YOURE GUNNA BE A NAVY SEAL CAUSE U CAN DO 500 UNDER 13 MINS LOL. but freal good job today :) YOUR 6 PACK IS LIKE BECOMING SEXIER AND SEXIER
considering there is not much more chinese i can cram into my head before tomorrow…and also the fact that it’ll all probably be forgotten during the calc test, it is time to rest and hope for the best! haha
good luck everyone on calc and chinese tests tomorrow!
famous advice from chris chan: shoot for the moon and even if you miss, you’ll land amongst the stars…
applies for AP’s too it seems :P shoot for 5s! and even if you don’t get it, you’ll probably end up with at least a passing score :)
aaaalrighty. 2 tomorrow. 1 thursday. turn in 2-D portfolio by friday.
its funny the little quirks and mushy things people come up with when theyre interested in someone. both of them are part of it. haha maybe this only applies to me but idk i started seeing a trend. its always cute and exciting at first, but as wongfu said, there’s phases…and the phases never last. the same excitement over this little coincidence for the 3rd time. judge me if you want. and tell me if i’m wrong, but for the same thing to happen with different people, really makes you wonder what will happen when you meet someone this doesnt happen with. genuinely different? yeah it was just a phase, was always a phase and probably will always be a phase. no doubt its something to be happy about, and something to look back and smile on because it happened at all. but with trends, it makes you wonder why does it happen…its because youre looking for the wrong thing. stop looking for the same thing over and over again because you will only get the same result, you cannot expect it to change. rather than searching for commonalities, (not to bite off Paramore) but search for the exception. i see a trend in these individuals. but what makes someone different is what makes them special. haha this isnt a statement of interest or anything, just something i’ve observed. i guess i shoulda realized it sooner…same applies for everything. “if at first you don’t succeed, try, try again” but try from a different approach, dont keep repeating the same thing. like reading a series of books where every book is the same…or something like that haha. i guess its different with infactuation. but anyways happy May everyone! 27 days class of 2011. we can see the finish line :)